Take me down that road; that road to no where.

Thursday, September 14, 2006 - Thursday, September 14, 2006

Okay......the only dissapointment was maths..and chinese a little...Mr k says that my results were okay,unlike last time and there was improvement,but he mentioned that my maths was a TOTAL DISGRACE to my report card....1 @#$%%(censored,too lousy)grade in the report card...im feeling very melancholy...the melancholic marks on the paper.......WHY!!!!!!!!!!!aaarrrrh!
So far,suprisingly,my english is my highest score,follow by science closely....
I shall stop here.My mood gets increasingly sombre the more i type....Now its the final SA2 EXAM WAR already,I must win..SO I must study and prepare for it now...so long...

Monday, September 11, 2006 - Monday, September 11, 2006

!@!#$35gT$%^&%&^T&^&!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SCREWED UP FOR MY MATHS!!!HOW CAN THIS BE??? THE WORST THING IS MY WHOLE PAPER WAS LIKE 90% CORRECT,BUT JUST BECAUSE 50% OF IT WAS WRITTEN IN PENCIL,I DID NOT EVEN GET A SINGLE MARK FOR ANY QUESTION WHICH CONTAINS PENCIL TRACES!ARRRGHHHHHHHH!I HATE THIS!!WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN?????????????????????.IM SO BOILING WITH FURY.AS FOR MY OTHER RESULTS,EVERYTHING WAS MEDIOCRE,WITH SOME SUBJECTS BETTER THEN PREVIOUS.SO WHAT ABOUT THAT ACTUALLY?I GOT ONE NEAR FAIL RESULT AND THAT IS ENOUGH TO DESTROY MY WHOLE REPORT BOOK,NOT TO MENTION ITS MY FAVOURITE SUBJECT!!!!!I JUST FEEL SO DISINTEGRATED.THATS WAS PROBABLY WHY I WAS OBLIVIOUS TO SICKENING SUCKEN SHIPS IRRITATING PESTS TAKING THE OPPORTUNITY TO JEER AND MOCK ME FOR MATHEMATICS!WHY?WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN??SOMEONE TELL ME!!!!!!!!!!HOW CAN I ALMOST FAIL MATHS??EVEN IF ITS TRUE THAT DO NOT STUDY AS MUCH THIS TERM,WHICH IS TRUE,I DID NOT EXPECT FOR MY MATHEMATICS RESULTS TO DROP LIKE MAD,NOT TO MENTION MY CHINESE TOO BUT NOT AS FURIOUS AS FOR MATHS BECAUSE I HAVE NOT BEEN STUDYING MY CHINESE AND I HAVE SOMEWHAT DISLIKE IT A LITTLE ALREADY!MUST GO AND STUDY NOW AND VENT MY ANGER ON STUDY AND MAKE A COMEBACK,SO SO LONG!
P.S. I MAY BE POSTING RARELY OR NOT AT ALL,TILL I GET BACK UP ON MY FEET AND FLYING AGAIN

Sunday, September 03, 2006 - Sunday, September 03, 2006

Started swimming training very early today.Haiz.same problem.I keep having low self esteem and ended up swimming like crap.Only the last rounds of sprinting then i managed to achived quite okay timing.After training,i spent some time talking crap with my swim mates.LOL.As perveted as usual,just like someone from my class.One of them,in a group higher then me(he used to be in the same group),was like SO pervetic.Better not post what he say..because what he had spoke was quite obsence.##$$%^%^^&censored!Went back to maplestory for a while today....That was when i realised i had lost interest in that game already....The screen do not seem to be so filled with life anymore....the whole game was quite boring and do not require thinking unlike games like runescape.Quests sucks in ms...!Nothing seems to be interesting except for the appearance.However,i still can feel a little bit of interest to play,to have more third jobs characters,that must be it.Maybe my like for Maplestory will rekindle one day.And today,my dormant,not online for many months friend finally logged in.Actually,I was oblivious to the fact she is online until she spoke,well after all,no one seems to be online in my buddy list for months already.Another Primary school friend of mine,besides her,was not online since last march.I dont knwo whether he logged in or not,but i have nver seen him log in since then.My cousin came to my house today,not much fun though,but managed to escape from study a little while!That was after 2hours being trapped in my room studying.So bored!!!!And tomorrow there is NCC inter-school sea kayaking competition!Must do my best,even i dont really feel like participating tomorrow and the day after.It's two days,mind you.We must win!LOL.I do not support my school and anyting related to my school,but I must try my very best and win this competiton!After all,my platoon will be there too.Sigh.
Sometimes,this decisions are acceptable.
The Victory of me defeating my horrible sis!(she has seem to turn over a new leaf after losing,I hope she will really change for the better)
The worst thing is that i have a sadistic maniac as a sister.(Luckily,Im stronger then her now,and she dare not do anything to me,or at least.Let me tell you her bad record.She will always use underhand methods to make me doomed for ignominous failure in anything,make me lose to her in everything especially in height and studies,make me have a impression on other people that i am a misanthrope,cold-blooded and shut from the world.Damn.Its like she has a infinite methods to to so.And she used to try to be a svengali,but luckily,she always fail,thanks to god.And now,fortunately,managed to be relatively unscathed,partly because that she knows her methods are useless against me always and im already winning her.Besides,I have tricks up my sleeve ,and im stronger then her since last yearsXD)And it has been proven that she has been defeated because she now resort to using lame methods,all comprising of words like adding fuel to fire.
These weeks,she seem to change for a better though.Im not a pessimist,but she may be get bad again a few weeks down the road.I hope not!I hope she really turn over a new leaf.